Saturday, April 14, 2012

Ode to Home


You say I do not remember
But you never even knew
What do you know of our mountains?
What are apple trees to you?

I remember how the rain comes
In the middle of the night
Doesn't leave for six months straight for
Skies of blue or ground of white

I remember every oyster
That the tide has overturned
And for every one match fire,
I remember how it burned

I remember alpine meadows
Topped with snow in mid July
And I've seen the baby dolphin
I have watched the osprey fly

When you tell me of your cities
How your climate is the best
Wait and learn about my ocean
Spend a year or two out west

I remember foggy beaches
Only stones along the shores
But I'd take the barnacle rocks
Over any sands of yours

Where it's never hot and humid
And it's never cold and dry,
Half an hour from sea level,
I have climbed a mile high

You can laugh at our volcano,
But we have no hurricanes
And no lightening in mid-August
In fact, we've no summer rains

I remember walking barefoot
In the city by the Sound
Eating Thai curry or gyros
By the best fountain around

I can well recall the market
With the downstairs ice cream shop
And that great iconic needle
With the restaurant on top

I remember riding ferries
With the wind right in my face
Eating salmon by the seaside
After a cross country race

You can have your famous cheesesteak
Or your fabulous cream pies
But go west three thousand miles
For a real paradise

Wish

I found this in my folder of poems. It's a bit odd that I would have written this, because I'm not very cynical and don't tend to dwell, but so goes it. I'll write a new poem soon.

Wish

It's funny now how tall I was before you came along
How straight I stood, how well I fit my smile
It's funny since I haven't had good posture for so long
And you won't see me laughing for a while

I never used to wish because I always had a plan
And my well-founded whimsy knew her place
My heart was always dreaming and I whistled as I ran
But all the same I understood the race

And here you came to teach me how to dance and how to sing
Skills that I must have known since infancy
But you, you were so confident you'd change my everything
And me, I was too thrilled to disagree

At each eleven eleven you'd instruct me to wish
So twice a day I'd wish only for you
And now that you are far away and all has gone amiss,
I've learned only that wishes don't come true

What a cynic I've become as days have turned to years
How madly and impossibly alone
How paranoid you've made me as my doubts turned into fears
And I have learned to mistrust the unknown

It's funny now how great I was before you came along
How talented and smart I must have been
It's funny since I haven't felt courageous for so long
But I can find a place to start again